Once you know you can't pretend you don't

I've been thinking about the metaphor I described in my second post -- how all this learning is like taking a sip of something new, swirling it around in my mouth, and then experiencing the complexity of it. I know this isn't anything new, but what hit me today is a slightly different way of looking at this. I take in a new awareness of something or learn something new, and then I see how that learning bumps up against or mixes with what I already know, and then with the clarity I find I am forced to unlearn something or build on something. The fact that once you know you can't pretend you don't is so profound here because every little bit of learning I do seems to be changing the landscape of my schema in some way, big or small. It doesn't matter as long as I keep going. That's why I'm here. 

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